We have arrived in Michigan. We had
a great flight. We are staying at Rose and Guy's for the next month,
visiting family and friends, relaxing, and celebrating a beautiful wedding in a
couple of weeks.
For many years, both separately and together, we
have spent 20-30 minutes every morning doing Centering Prayer, an ancient
spiritual method laid out by the anonymous author of the medieval text “The
Cloud of Unknowing” and revived by a bunch of Trappist monks more than 30 years
ago. Now that we are on the road, so to speak, we have added a second “sit,” as
it is called. Two 20 minute periods of Centering Prayer are highly recommended
by the teachers of the practice. We sort of cheated before, because Father
Keating said that if you are too busy to do 20 minutes twice a day, you can do
30 minutes in the morning. But now we don’t really have an excuse. I have
been reading Cynthia Bourgeault’s book The Heart of Centering
Prayer, which emphasizes the importance of the two periods. (Okay,
and I’m a presenter myself, and am always telling people they should do
two…)
Centering
Prayer is also sometimes called the Prayer of Consent, the Prayer of
Simplicity, or the Prayer of the Heart. It is both a relationship with God and
a method to deepen that relationship. Instructions can be found here:
https://www.contemplativeoutreach.org/centering-prayer-1
I changed
my job on Facebook to "GAP YEAR" and my occupation to "world
traveler."
Having entered into this liminal state, between
jobs, between identities, our house rented out, our stuff in storage, I suppose
in our minds, we are trying to make a connection between the liminal space
between the thoughts in Centering Prayer, the consent to the presence and
action of God that is symbolized by the sacred word, and the liminal space we
entered when we left Seattle, as we consent to the presence and action of God
in our lives every day.
For us, this
consent to the presence and action of God begins with an admission of
personal powerlessness. “Of myself I am nothing; the Father doeth the
works.” When we try to wrest happiness and satisfaction from this life by
“managing well” or worse, by thinking (!), well, you can imagine the disastrous
consequences. Step One begins with an admission of the inability to
manage our own lives. Luckily, we then realize we are “powerless but not
helpless” and that when we do reach out for help, we receive it. But of
course we forget this every so often and try to “run the show” – so just
like we do in Centering Prayer, we return to a state of “spiritual deflation”
and gratitude for the grace the fills our lives every single day.
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ReplyDeleteThis is so cool. Thanks for sharing your experience. It's great that you're blogging your adventure. So glad to stay connected with you beyond our heart and soul sister connection. I eagerly await the next installment. Happy Trails! Love you.
ReplyDeleteI really like this paragraph. Please allow me to clarify one thing: are you saying that there is a liminal state also in the thoughts that take place during the centering prayer? Are you saying that there is a space in the centering prayer between the thoughts that run through your mind and the one thought (God) that you are engaging with? Or am I putting my own interpretation on this?
ReplyDeleteHaving entered into this liminal state, between jobs, between identities, our house rented out, our stuff in storage, I suppose in our minds, we are trying to make a connection between the liminal space between the thoughts in Centering Prayer, the consent to the presence and action of God that is symbolized by the sacred word, and the liminal space we entered when we left Seattle, as we consent to the presence and action of God in our lives every day
I am not engaging with the thought of God, since God is beyond thought. The idea is to disengage gently from thoughts by using a sacred word as a symbol of my intention to consent to God's presence and action in my life. So I am trying to go into a liminal space but it's not the space of focusing on God, or I hope not.
ReplyDeleteGod is beyond thought? So does that mean our contemplation of God cannot reach God? So does that mean if there is any connection between our thought of "God" and "God," then it must be coming from "God" to us? In other words, God is beyond thought, as you said. But we are not beyond the hfalfhlcnhlni of God?
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